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[Aug. 25th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
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My list of things to do:
Paint on my CD case
Paint on my backpack Going to do this during school.
Put all pins (andfindnewFOBone!) on backpack (somewhere!)
Go school supply shopping
Print out FOB, The Used, MCR, etc. pictures and deeecorate new binder.
Get college information (like I was supposed to do this weekend and never diiiid....)
Go buy some eyeliner, you dirty whore!
Rejoin communities for _noidea
Make Anna's layout (ON HOLD)
Make FOB (and FFTL) layout out of sheer bordom and randomness
Finish linking on new layout (to be done after Anna's layout and FO banner are done)
Make FO banner for new journal (currently in progress)
Fill out application. (cough, paychecksgoingtoFOBconcert!)
Get Carly to burn CD's (won't happen till like Labor Day weekend, I think.)
Clean room
[EDIT 8/26]Changed things around up on the list[/edit]
29,490 < my highest score in Tetris ever.
I'm re-reading Mix Tape because I liked the beginning and it's been a while since I read that part.
There's a new VMA vote game. It's.... I haven't played it yet but it looks SO MUCH HARDER. *plays* OH. Yes. SOOOOO FUCKING MUCH HARDER.
Ahh, I stayed up late lastnight to watch the MCR concert special. Gerard's voice has dramatically improved. God, I mean it wasn't bad, but it was just SO much better during Warped. And Frank was totally humping his guitar. And I laughed. BOB SHOTS! Haha.
I get cable tomorrow~ AND. NOW I will know what the hell it says in the corner because the TV downstairs is dying on the edges so the words are fuzzy. Now I'll know what band is what. *laugh*
There are.... Things I've been learning about myself that I just never realized before. Like the fact that I put melodies to lyrics if I don't know the song. Like, they gave us the script for Secret Garden, right? And I started a melody in my head and it's really weird. And I'm kinda looking back and I've always done that, with all the CD's I've ever owned I've opened the lyric booklet and read the lyrics and there'd be a melody itching the back of my head.
For my last trick I'll prove to you that Pete has a crush on Frank: ( Cut for pictures ) |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|11:05 pm] |
SHYEAH! I WAS RIGHT! COACH FUGI'S GOING TO BE OUR HISTORY/GOV TEACHER! FUCK YES! I love that man, he's like the best person in the fucking WORLD! Besides Gerard. And MCR. And FOB. And The Used.
( Class Schedule )
So yes. Was hyper with teh Anna and Jayne and Daniel. VERY MUCH FUN. I have to go to bed early tonight. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. YAY! Is it sad that I like going to the doctors but hate it all at the same time?
ANYWAYS. Oh! Jayne's locker is next to mine! WOOT! Where there's like no light at all. Shiiiiiit.
GOD. I am getting rid of my playlist. I'll put up the entire thing later to see if anyone wants any of it. It's kinda.... Fucking my computer sideways. I'll save a few songs, you know, but not all of them.
Okay, Imma just stop here. Very bored. Will be going to bed soonish. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2005|12:50 am] |
TIS LISTING TIME!
Things I Must DO! Or want to do! BEFORE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! *flailyhands*
Paint on my CD case
Paint on my backpack
Put all pins (andfindnewFOBone!) on backpack (somewhere!)
Go school supply shopping
Print out FOB, The Used, MCR, etc. pictures and deeecorate new binder.
Get college information (like I was supposed to do this weekend and never diiiid....)
Go buy some eyeliner, you dirty whore!
Rejoin communities for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _noidea
Make Anna's layout
Make FOB layout out of sheer bordom and randomness
STOP PLAYING TETRIS. GUH.
Finish linking on new layout
Make FO banner for new journal
Fill out application. (cough, paychecksgoingtoFOBconcert!)
Get Carly to burn CD's
There is more but I'mma stop now because my eyes burn.
I did Gee eyemakeup. It looks pretty nifty. Dunno if I'd get away with wearing it out and about, though. Don't think so. |
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| "Oh shit, what was I saying?" |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|08:36 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
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| | The Used's first CD | ] |
I need to get money. So I can get tickets. To FOB on November 22nd. That'd actually be closer than Massachusetts, I think. But I asked my mom and she's like "No, you're going to a concert in October!" SOOOO?! UGH. SHE DOESN'T GET MY LOVE FOR MUSIC AND CONCERTS. I'm a fucking crack addict like that. *laughs*
You know? I think Gerard has changed his hair just as much as Frank has. And that's saying something. But, like, you never really realize it. You know? And their ages. Like, when you really like get down to it you just don't notice it. You don't care about their ages, because it's Gerard and Frank and Ray and Mikey and Bob and their ages don't matter because it's them. They are the music, they are the message, they just ARE.
I won Mod's Choice for the MCR_Stillness comm. It probably would have gotten votes if it weren't for the fact that the details were white (the icon itself doesn't work on white backgrounds. :-/ ) But I'm entering this one. Mwaha. I have idea's. We can enter two. I wanna do something like my Frank icon that I did. *pimps it* Because seriously? I love this icon. The Gerard one is teh sux. OH WELL.
Ohohoh. I've finally gotten around to listening to the whole of the first The Used CD and, like, there were like three or four songs I actually had never heard. But anyways that's not the point. The point is that I'd just like to say (and here I am typing without even looking at the damn monitor. Haha, that's how cool I am because my fingers know the keyboard better than it knows me. I think. Okay lemme just stop this.) I'd just like to say that I LOVE LOVE LOVE Greener With The Scenery. I mean, seriously. And and and. Choke Me. Because that is ONE fucking awesome song.
Oh, god. This Halloween is going to be the fucking greatest. I'm trying to set shit up so me and el friendso can go down the road (Hey! I have a road with people on it! How cool is that now!) and I have Jayne and her BF Rob going. I wanna see if Steph can go (she'll prolly be going with her friends, though) and I think I can get Tammy and Anna. But I know that me and Jayne are attacking Rob and putting him in drag. And Jayne's going as a goth-fairy. Me? Either a vampirate or a rocker fairy. Me and Jayne figure that Rob's going to chicken out on doing the drag thang. Then we'll make him pass out candy. *laughs* AND WE WON'T SHARE ANY OF OURS!! MWAHAHAAHAHA!
How about that? Two Seniors *and* a Freshman in college going out Trick-or-Treating? And then probably some Juniors and Sophomore's. I'm wondering who'd need to sleep over since some people live like HOURS away. XD Way to go, private school kid! *laughs*
OMG! Our table is back together again! Dani's coming back! And and TAMMY! OMG MY TAMMAY! Only Emmy's not coming back cus her mom got fired from the school and she lives farrr awaaayyy. But seriously! WE'LL HAVE PURPLE VIBRATORS AND ORANGE SEX!!! Orange sex orange sex orange sex. MWAHAHAHA!
If my hair was any poofier, I'd be competing with Ray. Seriously, I didn't put any mousse or anything in it today so it's about a half-foot away from my head.... AND I still have purple coming out! WTF? Lol. Next summer I'm stripping the damn thing and putting purple AND green in. *laugh*
Oh! I got two new friends today, too. ^_^ Just by posting in full_size_mcr.
I cannot believe Warped was just a week ago. It feels like months. I want to go back SOOO BAD. Put me in the pouring rain, put me in the blaring sun, just put me back at the place I love.
GOD. I love this icon. I so don't know how I made it, either.... LOL.
Yeah, I'm writing a lot to make my life look like it has some semblance of interesting. I'm failing, aren't I? *laughs*
Ohmygawdohmygawd. I'm a senior. Next year I'll be going to college. I don't want to go to college. That means I have to grow up and be an adult. See why I think being in a band is so much cooler? I won't have to grow up. I'll still be a kid. I hate adults. I hate children. I like this niche of inbetweeness where you're mature enough to handle yourself but you still need that boost by the grown ups. I don't want to be forgotten. I want to be remembered forever. "Oh how wrong we were to think that immortality means never dying" holds so true. So true. God I hate thinking about death. It really really depresses me.
I really should just stop writing now since I've been writing since like.... three o'clock? *laughs* Something like that.
Omg, I need to stop playing Tetris. I was thinking about it as I went to sleep last night. Now how sad is that? |
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| Like a bullet to the head. |
[Aug. 21st, 2005|05:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
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| | Warped Tour 05 Comp &FOB | ] |
Greely Estates = an orc trying to sing. Notice the word trying in that sentance?
I'm trying to think of links and shit for my new layout but uh.... Yeah, I kinda suck like that. :/ ANYONE HAVE ANY IDEA'S?!
ANYONE KNOW ANY GOOD FOB (Especially Pete/Mikey) FICS?! I'm really starting to get into the fandom. DOESN'T HELP THAT I READ FOB'S JOURNAL AND Q&A. Such a dork, I know. I wish MCR did the whole journal thing and Q&A. Seriously, I'd like die. XD
Reasons why I'm getting a hetero-crush on Pete Wentz: Internet junkie, he has/had a LJ? LOVE!, he updates the journal regularly and interacts with the fans, hoody lover <3, Harry Potter lover, 24 = sex (and it's Bob's fault, I'm sure ;-)), hates l33t!, uh uh uh there was something else that I forgot and then remembered but now I forgot again doh!, he's just so cooooool. *laughs*
Can I just say that Sunshine Highway is the best song to go driving with.
I'm officially opening my new journal on the 29th. But here it is if you want to check out my SUPER COOL LAYOUT! It's MCR. Haha. Love! _noidea I still need to do User Info page and then copy everything for the friends page and shit, but it looks really good right now! I might keep this journal for the super angsty shit. ;-) And I still have to link everything on the sidebar.
I STILL SAY THAT BLEED THE DREAM WANTS TO BE FINCH! >:|
Reading the FOB journal? I am TOTALLY getting these idea's popping out of my brain for Pete/Mikey but I won't write it. Actually half inspired by opensound's Mix Tape. Which is the best fanfic. Ever. Evereverever. Whatever. I need to get ahold of Carly so I can go and burn some CD's. Most of them for Jayne the Pain.
Blah blah blah. This is my day. This is all I do. I write livejournal entries. I am such a loser. Haha.
I have decided to marry music. I don't feel that love was ever meant for me. Like, a year ago I'd be really upset about it. But now? Now I see that the life if singledom is really enjoyful. I don't need sex, I don't need to be absolutely obsessed with a partner. It's just too much hassle. I just need music and friends and I think I'm happiest like that. I really am. :)
I wish I hadn't wasted my entire adolesence trying to figure out what the fuck I was going to do with my life. I wish I had asked for that guitar when I had a chance, I could actually be able to play now. I just.... I feel like this is what I'm supposed to do. I've never wanted to grow up, I've never wanted to waste my time at a nine-to-five job. Music has always been there for me and, though I never really thought of it before, it has always been able to cheer me up when nothing else could. How can I deny giving even more music to other kids? Even if I never get big, or become some hot-shot at Warped; as long as I'm making music, how can I deny that this is my calling?
Sorry, I rambled. :/ And I told Jayne about this and she's like "Well, these other guys have had musical training since they were little, so you can't expect to get anything really out there." And I went to explain how Mikey had quickly learned the bass in a month to play with MCR. And that Gerard was an art school graduate. Bob was a sound technician. Sure, I do have odds against me but I have to try, right?
Again, I ramble. I'm just going to stop this entry now. :/ |
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[Aug. 15th, 2005|06:35 am] |
I'm sure as hell that alonedown_there will agree....
OMG WARPED TOUR!!! OH EM GEE! OH EM BOB! HAHA! WARPED TOUR!
Ahem. Instead of sleeping tonight when I get home, I shall come and
regail you with an account of what happened. Pictures will come
tomorrow. When I'm not so tired. HAHA, I GOT FOUR HOURS SLEEP! Omfg.
*flail*
I have to finish getting my stuff together now..... Hurr hurr hurr.
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| Music Meme |
[Aug. 14th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
TOP TEN FAVORITE BANDS
1. My Chemical Romance. OF COURSE! I would put them in every position if I could.
2. The Used
3. From First To Last
4. The Rasmus
5. Fall Out Boy
6. Blink-182
7. Mindless Self-Indulgence
8. AFI
9. Saosin
10. The Matches
TOP TEN FAVORITE ALBUMS
1. "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge" - My Chemical Romance
2. "Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Body Count" - From First To Last
3. "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love" - My Chemical Romance
4. "In Love And Death" - The Used
5. "From Under The Cork Tree" - Fall Out Boy
6. "You'll Rebel To Anything" - MSI
7. "Maybe Memories" - The Used
8. "Still Not Getting Any" - Simple Plan
9. "Three Days Grace" - Three Days Grace
10. "Deja Entendu" - Brand New
TOP TEN FAVORITE SONGS
1. "I'm Not Okay" - My Chemical Romance
2. "You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison" - My Chemical Romance
3. "Bury Me In Black" - My Chemical Romance
4. "Thank You For The Venom" - My Chemical Romance
5. "Helena" - My Chemical Romance (I'll stop their since all of their songs I love)
6. "The One Armed Boxer vs. The Flying Guillotine" - From First To Last
7. "Dance Dance" - Fall Out Boy
8. "Yesterday's Feelings" - The Used
9. "Lunacy Fringe" - The Used
10. "The Taste Of Ink" - The Used
THREE ALBUMS YOU FOUND DISAPPOINTING
1. "What It Is To Burn" - Finch
2. "Thirteenth Step" - A Perfect Circle
3. "Life Is Peachy" - Korn (biggest mistake. Ugh.)
THREE ALBUMS YOU ANTICIPATE
1. My Chemical Romance
2. The Used
3. The Rasmus
TEN HOT BAND BOYS/GIRLS
Don't rate guys in bands because then I feel bad for not liking the rest of the band. XD I'm fuckt in the head.
TEN GOOD LIVE BANDS
To Be Filled Out Tomorrow!!!!!! =D |
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[Aug. 2nd, 2005|06:46 pm] |
GUYS! THE PRESALE OF MCR'S TOUR FOR THE WESTCOAST ENDS TOMORROW! I dunno when the East Coast will be put up, but I'm going to check every day and then get my mom's card to order it!
http://mychemicalromance.frontgatetickets.com
(Oh, and anyone wanna help me figure out what to put on my new shirts? I have NO CLUE what to do!) |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|06:07 pm] |
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Anna - we're getting storms all night. See ya tomorrow! - Ravyn |
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| A New FO Entry (and a friendscut) |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|02:01 am] |
So you want to read my journal?
Well, that's peachy. Just a word
of warning for you: I get angsty.
I also love to read and write slash.
If you don't like the heat, get out
of the fire, right? I love gay men
DEAL WITH THAT, OKAY?! I will ramble
about my own life more often than
not. So get used to it. So do you
think you have what it takes to
friend me? Then go ahead and comment
here and fill out the information thingy.
But remember to friend me first!
( Information Questionare )
( Friends Cut - July 26 (1:37 AM) ) |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
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| |  distressed | ] |
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| | "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" Video ~ MCR | ] |
It is sad and strange to find a girl of nearly seventeen getting teary-eyed at "I'm Not Okay".
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Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you'd read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay
(Trust me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
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| I'll Be Your Number One With A Bullet |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|01:44 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Sugar, We're Going Down" - Fall Out Boy | ] |
I blame FUSE - they have this damn video on every fucking hour. If I could actually sing fast (I lack the vocal coordination), I'd be singing it right now. But eh.
The first dozen times I heard this song, I was like "Wtf, these guys kinda sound like NFG before they got the "POSER" stamp. But eh, maybe not. I guess they're growing on me.
I've decided that, out of all of my favorite male-led bands, AFI has the best singer. I seriously love Davey's voice; it's so wonderful and smooth. I had my AFI moment yesterday because I missed listening to them. Definately not good to listen to them on a good day, though. It didn't feel right. Definately need to get their earlier CDs.
I wish I had a way with lyrics like I have a way with my writing. I struggle on mandatory poems, so lyrics for fun would be hell. Oh well. I'm a novelist. I'm stubborn and long-winded. I can't do short stories, poems, and I hate descriptions. I'm a background writer. My characters come out of my head half-formed and they tell me their story from there. Oh well.
I HAVE A NEW SCREEN NAME! It's ninemmgodcomplex. Brownie points for those who can figure out the inspiration. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|09:08 pm] |
Anna- Text me.
Mom's actually TAKING the computer, the damn whore. And tell me when you'll be on tomorrow since I want to make that hour well spoken with.
To everyone else: Mom's taking away the computer because of report card results. Yeah, I know. Unfair blah blah blah. At least I get an HOUR out of it. Maybe I'll actually write and read the books I've been meaning to for the past year. Lol.
So I gotta go now. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|08:30 am] |
I am so bored. I'm currently in study hall.... And I'll be here for another hour or so. Lol. Jayne's studying and Katrina's doing work and Britt is listening to music. I want to get a kitten SOOOO bad. I want a black and white one and name him Gerard. X3 Heehee.
I made another doll last night. Now I have all of the girls done and I'm working on the guys now.
Yeah, okay I'm bored. |
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| Bitch, Don't Go Away |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|06:54 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
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| | "The Bitch Song" ~ Bowling For Soup | ] |
I was up until 1:15 last night reading an X-Men: Evolution fanfic and
I'm not even tired! It was really good, too. It was on this character
from the New X-Men: Academy X comics. I think I might have to use her
sometime. XD Maybe in the story I'm writing.
Yes, the Ravyn has started to write again. =D Be joyous, young comrades.
Maybe this can inspire my muse to doll again? I am having the hardest
time with hair at the moment. Mostly in the fact that I can't shade it
anymore!
TODAY IS MY LAST FULL DAY AS A JUNIOR! As soon as my ring is turned tomorrow, I'm a Senior. My mom's in shock. She's like: O.o
Here's my song for Anna, out of pure love. <3<3<3 Bitch, you know I love you! XD
( The Bitch Song by Bowling For Soup ) |
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| Meme's. |
[Jun. 5th, 2005|10:46 pm] |
( Read more... )
Leave a comment if you want to know what I really think of you, and I'll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Then post this in your journal so I can find out what you think of me. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 1st, 2005|06:42 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  irate | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Techno | ] |
I HATE THIS PEICE OF SHIT COMPUTER!
Picture this: My computer is being especially slow at night, so I shut it down (manually since it's taking forever for no absolute reason) and I go to bed. This morning, I wake up and BAM, my internet has NONE of my bookmarks and no cookies in its system and WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED??!?!
>:| I R Pissed. And I just checked Mozilla and, well, I'm shit out of luck for recovering them. >:|
About fourty doll sites.... Gone.
Links to a few fanfictions I was waiting to review.... Buh-byeee!
Links to a few DA things.... Sayonara.
Links to random sites that I needed.... Arrividercci.
About two hundred site links.... Good bye.
Fucking peice of shit system. |
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